Luna Meghans POV
My husband thinks I don't know about his first mate. Truth is, I found out a few years after we marked each other.
The omega approached me at one of the seminars I was doing at different packs of the importance of fated mates and the difference between fated and chosen since I experienced both.
She hated the fact that my mate Rodger was going around telling everyone. "He was never given the opportunity to find his fated mate and wondered if he was even given one." He would always make sure to ad,"the moon goddess must have put you in my path, knowing you would need me more."
So full of shit. I was so gullible and naive back then. I blame my broken heart.
When Lily's mom came to me and told me my son Ben had just abruptly stopped talking to Lily with no explanation. I knew my husband had to be behind it.
I should have known when he told me he was going to go visit Ben for the day that he had motives behind that. He wasn't the best father. Didn't have the patience, warmth, or sense of security like a father should have.
He came home a lot happier than when he left that day.
I'm sure he gave our son "an omega can't be a ranked members mate speech." or "it's not what's best for the pack speech."
He just seemed to be using our son for power.
Goddess, he is a piece of trash.
I swear if Ben and Lily end up being mates and Ben rejects Lily for being an omega because of my mate. Right then and there, I plan on rejecting him and leaving back to my old pack. At least until Ben takes over. There's more in store for him than he realizes.
The funny thing is that Raya and I have a secret. I've known Raya my whole life. We were both part of the neon moon pack together. It was right on the outside of the royal palace.
Raya was an omega at our pack, and I was the alphas daughter. We were secret friends. Best friends, actually.
She ended up being fated mates with the kings son Charles Winters. She moved to the palace and had Lily. Lily was named after the queen.
When Raya got kidnapped when she was pregnant by the rogue king, things took a turn for Charles. He got scared. He had a family to protect now.
They rescued her, and everything worked out. But Raya told Charles that the rogue king knew she was pregnant with a girl and wanted the baby to reproduce with his own son.
They kept Rayas pregnancy and birth a secret, only the werewolf king and queen, new of it.
But rogue attacks kept happening, and their numbers were getting stronger.
Charles decided it was time to take Raya and Lily into hiding. Changing their last names from Winters to Martin.
Charles never showed up in the tunnels to head out, and Raya knew something bad had happened .
She knew I became Luna of a pack hours away from the palace, hoping it would be safe for her and her daughter. She never even told the king and queen where she was hiding.
I promised to keep her secret, and they've been here ever sense.
If my mate knew the truth, he probably used Raya and Lily for more power, and I wasn't going to give it to him. Not this way.
I made Raya my personal omega to help plan parties. She got paid very well. I made sure my mate never found out how much. I kept it under the table.
But most of the time, Raya and i spent our time doing research. We didn't think Charles was actually dead just being held captive to help lure Lily in when she became of age.
I had my little brother Remi trailing and spying on the rogues. He said he wasn't meant for pack life and meant to be on the road.
I made sure he was taken care of for all the help he was giving Raya and I. Especially since he was putting his life on the line.
He swears he doesn't mind. He likes the danger and adventure it brings him. He was always causing trouble growing up, but we always remained close.
We've kept Lily in the dark, hoping it would keep her safe a little longer. We wanted her to have somewhat of a childhood.
When Ben and Lily became close, me and Raya couldn't help but be excited and hoped our babies were fated mates. It's just so uncommon anymore to find your true mate. I knew what that would mean for my son.
I was so ashamed of Ben for what he had done to Lily that he had no idea who she was. I knew if he knew the truth, he would hate himself, and I have feeling the truth will be coming out soon.
When Lily turned eighteen. Raya told me her daughters wolf was pure white with a purple star on her head. Her wolf took after her royal side bloodline.
Her father, Charles , looked very similar. The difference is that most women from the royal bloodline that have white wolves and
lavender eyes have some sort of magical power.
Raya has been worried something will happen, and the secret would be out before she could find Charles and bring him home.
Raya mentioned that Myles and Lily have been getting close these last few months, and my heart hurts for my Ben. He will be home soon, and I'm not sure how he will feel about his gamma and Lily. It really should be them two.
I knew he loved Lily. Actually, I think everyone knew besides his idiot father, who thought it was just a piece of ass.
Goddess, he makes me sick
I know what Ben did to Lily was wrong. I just hope she can forgive him if there are fated mates. Everything needs to go as planned.
I love Myles like another son, but I hope to the moon goddess that Lily and him aren't fated mates or chosen mates.
I dont know if Ben would be able to handle it.
The first six months into Alpha school, Ben would call me every night, sounding sad and depressed and it broke me. He tried to act like everything was fine. But I knew better I'm his mother.
But a year in, he started talking about a she wolf named Louise and that they've been hanging out a few months into school. I worried he would be taking her as a luna.
I never mentioned it to Raya. Mostly, not wanting to upset her or cause a damper in our friendship, but I knew eventually I would have to tell her.
Rodger mentioned Ben wanted to bring Louise to the pack when he returned, and I knew I had to say something to Raya before the shock slapped her and Lily in the face.
I've never felt so torn in my life.
But I couldn't help but wonder if it wasn't Ben's idea to bring Louise here. But my idiot of a mate.
He's been talking for years, trying to combine us with an eclipse pack. If we combined the packs, we would be the largest pack outside of the palace and my old pack.
I'm just not sure how far he was willing to take it to get what he wanted. The only thing that man cared for was power and status.
I just know Ben was meant to be a king, and I wasn't going to let anything take that away from him.