Liams Pov
If i say i was feeling happy... that would be a lie i wasnt happy at all
I know confusing right? He just kissed me... the person i love just kissed me... why wouldnt i be happy? Because in the heat of the moment he pulled away
He said the most gruesome words ever
i dont love you ... i regret that and please stay away from me
Now im here confused and heartbroken just like what i was feeling when i was on Wolverhampton the feeling of being rejected came crashing down on me
But i was confused the moment he said those words hes eyes showed lies
I dont know who to believe myself or him but i knew i wasnt the only one who felt that amazing sparks on our lips as they met
But i dont know what to do anymore
Should i cry? Should i scream? Should i move on?
Nope i dont think i could move on im pathetic i know i dont really know him that much but he IS my purpose in life .... LIFE
Now that hes gone ... what do i have to lose
I promised myself if i ever found out my purpose and i succeeded on making myself happy i will erase all the negative thoughts in my mind
But i failed im more heartbroken than before ... if thats even possible
Now i feel worthless... maybe just maybe i could do one more thing for myself
If zayn doesnt want me near him then no one could ever could
it ... ill end
ar i went inside and wr
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ending this ... but i figured zayn doesnt want me so i dont deserv
me thanks for being there when i was rejected and you welcomed me in your life even though
e that cutting was a mistake im sorry if im ending my life in pure tragedy im
g me laugh even if im really heartbroken i always laugh.. because your laugh i
life i just want you to know that i love you... i just love you no one not even me can explain why i love you... maybe its just fate... i don
u guys so much
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being affected by the water what is happening to me i loo
t my eyes are pitch black with a hint of red on
when it hit me i
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Vam